Inside Out

I just watched Inside Out last weekend, and it was hilariousssss :))

It felt like watching my own story. No, it’s not about Riley and her life (though I have a really wonderful family just like her). It’s more about voices inside my head.

I realised that I have a lot of voices inside my head since I was a kid. And they often talk to each other, they discuss what I should do in my daily life, they make decision in a critical situation, and sometimes they even argue about some silly things. So I don’t feel alone in every step of my life.

Every morning when I drive to the office, I always have this discussion inside my head. Those voices talk about many random things. About the things I have done in the past and the things I SHOULD HAVE done in those days, about my today agenda, about my future dream, about my colleague that I would SHOOT in the head, about the things that I should eat or should not eat, about the places I want to visit, about the things I want to buy, and many more.

Those voices argue whether I should take a healthy diet or not (usually the second one wins :p), whether I should buy a thing and being happy now or save the money and being happy later, whether I should go to the gym or back to sleep, whether I stay or leave, whether I should brush my teeth or just go to the bed and sleep, whether I buy white shirt or black shirt, whether I shave my hair or not, and so on and so on.

In a very important situation I always trust them to make the decision. When I chose my school, it’s their decision. When I accepted a job offered, it’s their decision. When I finally left my past company, it’s their decision. When I bought a house, it’s their decision. When I made a tattoo, it’s their decision. To start a relationship, it’s their decision. About marriage, that’s also their decision (they’re still arguing anyway).

I need them all. Joy, sadness, fear, anger, disgust, and any other voices inside my head. They give me the best advice every time. Did they make stupid decision? Yes, they did (check here). But it’s okay. I think Joy was the one who threw the idea at that time :p

Anyway, I have to go now. I have to attend a meeting, inside my head :)))